Someone made a hurtful comment to me today and I was feeling extremely unloved. I needed a hug, but there was nobody to give me one. I was forced to give myself one. Are you hearing me here? I had to give myself a hug...myself. That is just wrong. However, I did feel better afterward.
I learned something ugly about myself too. I am apparently clingy. Now I want hugs from myself all the time. It is getting a bit oppressive. Frankly, I am getting a bit fed up with myself. I haven't told myself yet, but I am thinking of breaking it off with myself tonight over dinner. It is just sad that it had to come to this. We could have been something beautiful together.
I will keep you posted on how it goes.
